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Joined on 12/18/10
There's resolve in your words, you want to smile, despite the contradictions and conflict. We all have some defect in our character, but I sense you resisting the chaos of past problems, and are trying to embrace 'the better angels of our good nature'.
The world bends on the thoughts of individuals. It might not happen right away, but if you are centered and sincere enough to yourself, the world will bend. It takes time to make new routines, to keep calm... wishing you the best man.
I'm a man of chaos, to be honest .-. natural chaos, to be exact. It's human chaos that turns us into unnatural creatures. The chaos observed in humans is not the same as the chaos in the universe. Chaos is the beauty of contradictions creating .-. chaos does not create beauty when in humans .-. it creates a contradiction that tears away all natural chaos. When the world is at odds, it's whole .-. when we're at odds, it's because we are yet to be whole. Or perhaps we're on our failing journey to accept our opposing virtues.
VicariousE
Very nice, reads like a dialog from Cowboy Bebop in its transcendental nature.. which becomes a new genre in itself.
Insanctuary
I never expected anyone to respond to this. Thank you for your words. I haven't been in my greatest of moods lately. My father is at his sickest state. My mother is slowly revealing that she can do something with her life after all of the unwishful turmoil and pain she had caused us precedently .-. this can be like trying to get used to a sober parent that was once an alcoholic .-. wherein you do not know if it's true or not. The only person I ever could share my life with that isn't family... vanished. I am left to suffocate in the repetitive cycles of reality, while I can only further understand the process of becoming insane .-. how living in rituals, good or bad, somehow cause us to become inverted creatures. I have my suspicions, however I would like to write such impersonal data where my ego ceases to exist.