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We want to be whole, but that whole is but a hole.

Posted by Insanctuary - December 15th, 2013


We are scared for mostly every second without realizing how scared we really are underneath our confidence and our security. We ask questions for two reasons: one is to face the unknown, and the other is to run from the unknown. There's a slight altercation involved, however .-. if you observe both causes for our need to ask questions, you'll see that fear lurks in both reasons .-. one of them happens to be difficult to understand, for people are very convincing when they tell us they are prepared for what is to come .-. even though they are quaking beneath their deceptive body language. If someone says they are ready for the unknown, it's like saying, "I can play tug o' war with the unknown", which is something that is humanly impossible. We will always be scared of the unknown .-. that's how we are wired primitively. We will always be on our defense when it comes to the foreign aspects of this world .-. our imagination amplifying our fear and forcing us to stand our ground, or to be rooted by the fear we've created out of integral properties of our biological ruling. We are never satisfied .-. we are empty, always. We may interpret our lives as happy experiences .-. we may have everything we think we need, but there's always something missing .-. that's the absence of self-recognition. We create multiple personalities for multiple people every day .-. we have nightmares .-. we experience time after time again that we only have so much control until we are left with fear. We always want to alienate this fear we gain, but we forget that it's not fear that is alien to us .-. it's ourselves that are alien .-. it's this very notion that causes many to experience the notorious existential crisis, however most would agree that realizing how little they know of themselves allowed them to accept themselves moreso than they did when they wanted to believe they knew enough about themselves. When we search for our own whole, what we're really doing is making a home in a hole we've buried into ourselves, for we could not contain the emptyness, and so we inflicted that emptyness into parts of our psyche which can only cause the dreadful void we are all attempting to fill today. This hole is us .-. and we are the hole. Our emptyness throughout time takes our identity .-. this creates empty minds that cause only destruction, for emptyness is still whole in itself, and all things whole eventually combust.


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